You know that theory that says when you hit your potenital early you burn out soon? I fear that for my art life really I fear this isn’t a wall but the finality do you understand
I don’t see myself as an artist anymore and it’s making me I just Idk
I don’t want to go out in the worldI have classes tomorrow and I have a stuffy nose um
"It’s the social economic version of “just stop being depressed”"
thats exactly what bothers me about “forget money follow your dreams” like lol ok poor people just stop being poor and do things start a business
just acknowledge we live in a capitalist society and that following a dream isn’t achievable for everyone like. be real. i’m a positive person but i’m not full of illusions about how things work.